chiisana-eiyuu

Now it's been at least three years since I wrote my last journal entry and still I don't know if there was anything I could tell you guys. Many things have changed during the past years and so have I. Drawing still means a lot to me as it helped me to find my way and to deal with the world I was living in but since I studied communications design and started to work as "professional" packaging designer my mind expanded in directions I didn't even think of. I fell like having found what I've been searching for and since then a new chapter was starting to create itself. I know that the everyday work is not as creative as I thought it would be

It's not that I'm sad, I'm just not happy right now.

Looking back at the topics I've written in the past I wonder why it took me so long this time for an update... My last journal entry is about 2 years ago and 'though so much happened during this time I didn't even upload any new deviation. I guess this was just a matter of time and the way my interests and my priorities changed. I still really like to draw, but as I don't have any drawing curses at school anymore and as my free time ist still set down to a minimum I haven't been able to produce something new. All that manga stuff I've been into for such a long time doesn't even interest me so far. I still like to see really well done pictur