It's not that I'm sad, I'm just not happy right now.

Looking back at the topics I've written in the past I wonder why it took me so long this time for an update...

My last journal entry is about 2 years ago and 'though so much happened during this time I didn't even upload any new deviation. I guess this was just a matter of time and the way my interests and my priorities changed. I still really like to draw, but as I don't have any drawing curses at school anymore and as my free time ist still set down to a minimum I haven't been able to produce something new.
All that manga stuff I've been into for such a long time doesn't even interest me so far. I still like to see really well done pictures from all these admirable artists on this page (and of course at my school) and from time to time I'm still a bit jealous, but for me there's too less reason to draw anymore...maybe this will change again sometime, but right now I'm focussing on other things.
Studying Graphic-Design is still the road I'm on and I never doubt that this is what I want to do. My direction is the editorial design and I will start with packaging and 3D art this year. I hope that in my next holidays I will finally be able to come up with my own webpage to show you guys some of the stuff I made, cause actually I'm really proud of some of these things.

I'm still living in Hamburg and nothing could move me away from here right now. It's just one of the most loveable cities ever.
Oh and I got a cold, so I don't really feel well right now, espescially knowing that i have to work this evening and also on sunday morning.
But I guess this is enough information you don't really need to now.

But I'm glad if anyone reads these few things and maybe some of you will leave a short comment, or a message.

so on, I'm still here and I still watch almost every deviation you guys post and allthough i don't have the time to post a comment every time, believe me that I'm still interested in what you do!

...me ^_____^

I've been tagged by

1. I'm totally in love with my boyfriend since almost 4 months
2. I don't have my tonsils anymore and I'm soo glad about it
3. I can hardly stop eating sweets if I started once
4. I get sick of eating things that come out of the ocean
5. I really love to be as quiet as possible while doing things that normally cause a certain noise, like closing doors or washing the dishes
6. I can hardly stop singing when I'm listening to songs I really like...
7. When I'm alone or with my bf I often do so much too loud
8. I can't sing!
9. The Last Unicorn is my all-time favorite animated movie
10. I'm not able to cry anymore (I'm speaking of tears rushing of ot my eyes)
11. My dad kicked me out one and a half year ago
12. There are fuzzes of my roomate's jeans in a pictureframe hanging on my wall
13. I'm baking the world's best brownies!
14. I'm afraid of driving my bf's rolls royce all alone ~_~
15. I love stormy weather espescially heavy autumn winds
16. I wish I had smaller ears
17. My sister is (apart from my bf) the most important person in my life
18. I think that there's no lovelier smell than the smell of fresh baked bread
19. I can't get enough of teddybears that are able to make noises
20. I guess I'm hungry

that's it so it's my turn to tag somebody.....

and I choooose


hope ya haven't been tagged yet^____^
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don't forget to stop and stare at these admirable artists and friends:

I guess it's time for an update, since it's been such a long time that I posted anything 'bout what's going on in my life...

First of all I have to excuse for all the comments I've missed to post on your deviations. I'm really amazed by all your talented work (and I guess I've seen quite all of it!) but since I started studying my time's set down to a minimum level I'm able to spend online. I'm sorry for that!
Actually I try to spent most of my freetime with my boyfriend...believe me, he's worth it...I guess I've never been in love like that before...these are enormously wonderfull and truely new feelings I'm walking through so forgive me that my mind's in another sphere from time to time. But I won't loose too many words around here about all the things we've been going through the past four months, may them be to most beautiful things I've seen so far or may them be some of the hardest fights I've ever fought. But all in all it feels like beeing awake and able to breathe again.

It's been four weeks since I started studying and it's one of the best things I've ever been waiting for! It's so much fun to spend the time with people that are all in interested in the same thing. For me it's such a great feeling to do nothing except drawing and watching how things turn out better and better from day to day. I know that there's soo much for me to learn but there are not many things I want more than that! It's just fantastic and I'm absolutely looking forward to the upcoming three years...

Life goes on...it always does and this time I'm ready for it!
Actually, there are so many things that I could tell you, about the peppermint brownies I made for my sister's birthday yesterday, about the most relaxing sundays, about my boyfriend's two huge dogs and money that still doesn't like me that much...

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take some time to stop and stare at my friends and other admirable artists (in alphabetical order...except one ^_~):

how do you define 'friendship'?
what's 'love' for you?